4:48 p.m. - November 08, 2004
Saying last goodbye to a beloved friend
Well we finally had my friend's funeral. That was about the hardest thing I've had to go thru. She didn't even look like herself. It was aweful. This was my first funeral of a close friend. You wonder: How am I going to survive? There have been numerous times that I have wanted to pick up the phone and call her but then realize I can't. She's not there. She will never be there again. I've included her in plans with my other girlfriends, remembering after that she won't be attending. Now I really have to behave and be a good girl so that I can see her once again in Heaven. NOW THAT'S GOING TO BE HARD, but motivation enough.
